After fever and giddiness are gone, Mr Sorethroat decided to look for me. I need to recover by Tuesday otherwise i think the kids will be afraid of my coarse voice. Anyway, I was filling the CV, which has to be handed to the Principal and i was stuck at the last qns, "Why do you want to be a teacher?". I've answered this questions for countless times but each time, it leaves me pondering if i should give the "politically correct" answer or a truthful answer. This time round, i decided to give a true answer. I am excited yet nervous for my first day of practicum. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!

It's a sleeping day today. I woke up at 10am and slept from 3-6pm. Gahh but i am feeling tired again. The stack of notes that i borrowed from Nat is still lying happily on my table. I've not touch them yet and i guess i shall start after my practicum 2 weeks later. Actually i am looking forward to the start of practicum even though I have to wake up really early. I'm currently doing P5 Math Assessment book because it's been a long long time since i last touched P5 stuffs. Booo. I met the pest no.4 . Zap zap zap* When i say i am not interested for a buffet, i won't be interested for a jog with you too. Stop bothering me, get it? If you are a f***ing despo, go find one in the matchmaking agency. Stay out of my life please!

Indeed, I fell sick after i complaint about my muscle ache. I had fever, flu and my Vertigo acted again! After seeing the doc, i felt alright and decided to go for Yoga with mum. However during the cooling session in yoga whereby we have to lie down, the whole Yoga room spin and i was so scared. Went home, ate my medicine and slept at 10pm. I woke up this morning feeling so much better now. XX called me twice and fb messaged me about the reason of him leaving the camp. Someone, who happened to be my good friend asked if i believed his words. I really don't know because probably he has told too much lies that no one believes him now? But that someone also told me " XX is withdrawing from the camp because he's not chosen as the empire head" and " Friend A may wanna withdraw with XX" but this is rather untrue. Hmm, see.. It's so hard to trust what others say. Why do i feel so affected by this incident? Because I dumbly believed what that someone, told me but the fact is 50% of the stories ain't even true. It's basically what she hear from others' assumptions and creation of their stories. In conclusion, always trust your own ears and never believe and let others' words affect your views." But no, this shall not affect the friendship between us just because of XX. It's not worth. I am going to take a nap now.

Untruths, rumours, gossips. These are fatal and can people stop creating and twisting stories? If you dont know anything, shutting your gap is the best. Stop adding chilli, tomato, curry sauce, salt and pepper to what you hear. Even when you think it's true, it may be 50% false. I'm glad i settled the case with both parties and people please stop assuming, creating and spreading your own stories.

Oh dear, i think i am falling sick soon. My legs are aching for no reason and this is a sign of fever? Anyway, i am pissed and disappointed with my camp mate's attitude. Just because he does not get what he wants, he decides to withdraw from the camp. Life is never perfect, you do not always get what u perceive and wish for. I just hate a loser's attitude. I never wanna join in the gossipy convo about him because my impression of him has changed for the better and till now, i believe he is a better empire head even though 99% of the people hates him in person and the way he manage and plan stuffs. I begin to hate joining the camp because isn't a camp supposed to be happy and enjoyable? What's with all these nonsensical politics, gossips, true/untrue stories, committee members hating this person that person?! When people do not know the true stories, can they not assume and can they not twist stories? I always trust my own ears. This reminds me so much of the working society and probably the situation in school next time. Arghhh. However, i am really glad that i am just a station master. But i definitely hate J, and this shall never change! Muahahaha.

It was a wonderful monday spent with my bestest friends from NIE. The awesome 4 went shopping in town and i controlled myself so well that i bought only a pair of shorts and a skirt from H&M. Ver left early and the 3 of us met up with Perd for dinner at Hot Tomato. I had Mix grill which consists of Pork Chop, Chicken chop and sausage! We chatted there for about 3 hours, discussing about our impromptu "trip" to Bkk and our year-end trip to Aussie. A pair of tickets to Bkk is only $650 plus because SIA is having promo now. But the Bkk trip was dashed because i guess it's quite "unsafe" now according to our forever-paranoid parents. Mum gave me an orange light while QX's mum gave her a red light for the Bkk trip. So yea, let's wait for the Aussie trip in end Nov, hopefully. We are hoping that Qantas will have promo soon so we can book the tix early and our tour guide, Perd, can plan the itinerary. Awww but i still want to go Bkk for shopping :( but i shall settle my pocket for Aussie and Korea trips this year end. I calculated and i will need to prepare about 5.6k for the trips so no more shopping, siewling no more shopping in Singapore and online. Suddenly, i wish that Nov will faster come.

I met up with QY and Adela for lunch at Jpot (Vivo) ytd. The price was quite steep, about 70 plus for a few ingredients and 3 soup bases. We were quite shocked when there were only 8 slices of fish on the plate and it cost us $5.80. So the conclusion is eat steamboat at Bugis next time! Haha. Nonetheless, we had a great time catching up with QY because it's been months since we last saw her. The last time was during my bday? Oh ya!! I may be going to Korea again in December. QY wanted a white Christmas and the decision will either be in Korea or Japan. However, i highly doubt my mum will allow me to go Japan. So yes, Korea!! I shall start saving up for my trips this year. I want to travel to Taiwan/Thailand with my sis this year too. How nice if bitchy bananas can have a short getaway tgt too. So siewling please stop spending money unnecessarily. Hohoho. Meeting ver, qx and dor for shopping later!

I made oreo cheesecake ytd but it didn't turn out as nice as the past. I was geh kiang. I wanted to make it the cafe style but it turned out horrible and I had to 'remake' other. booo . I shall stick to the usual way I make the next.time. So anyway, I went SJI to meet the SCM and my CT. Thankgod, they are really nice people. I guess the 4 days will be an eye opener to me because I am attached to the gifted P5 classes. In SJI , they have the Josephian Talented Programme and during my 1 week stay there, I will observe how the teacher conduct lessons for gifted children. I am super nervous but shall take it as a valuable lesson and opportunity for myself. Hehe.

I just came back from yoga lesson with mum. Hee, it was quite fun and my body feel so relaxed after the session. hmmmmmmm sighs. feeling rather vexed now. should I give it a try?? should I?

I had a "shopping spree" at Gmarket just now. I spent about 3 hours searching for things to buy. I bought snail cream, mask and phone covers. I saw this series of covers that are really special and nice. Should i get one of these? Now i regretted pressing the "make payment" button so quickly just now. Ok let's wait for my next pay. And i feel a little sad changing to S3 because i bought so many iphone covers last time. Recently, i bought one from HK disneyland and a cutie pig case from Korea but i can't use them now. I have this weird habit of buying phone covers. I love buying, changing and collecting them as often as i can!!

Happy papa day!! I love you daddy. Thank you for being my pillar of support for the past 21 years. We didn't celebrate papa day because dad and sis went Kukup, leaving mommy and i at home. Anyway, i had a great meet up with awesome people ytd. We had dinner at Liang Court and after that, we chilled at Timbre. Let's meet up one more time before the school starts ^^. I've been eating too much seriously. I need to get on a diet soon but i need DETERMINATION. I simply can't resist food. Lalalala. I am happy today.

I WANT TO KILL THE PHOTOGRAPHER WHO TOOK THESE UNGLAM SHOTS OF ME! During the first nightwalk, we happened to bump into the photographer who snapped unglam shots and laughed at how scared ver and i were. ARGH I WANNA KILL HIM!!! I used my leg to "block" the door because i don't wanna be locked inside the toilet with the ghost. Rawrrrrrrr. Stupid photographer.

Afterall, the seniors' camp wasn't that bad and I would say I didn't regret going. Attending this camp has changed my mindset about JK. He has quite a bad name in the school and many people gossip about him. However, during the camp, I thought that he was pretty sensible and really not as bad as what others deemed him to be like. At least this camp has made.me change my mindset about him. Next I thought that I was much more courageous than last year. During the night walk last year, I reluctantly completed one station and ran away immediately the moment I opened the door for the other three stations. This year, even though I teared and screamed, I completed all the stations for both nights. Because of me, Joab joked that his 'market value up a lot' because many seniors complimented that they were touched by the way he comforted and encouraged me in the second night walk. Coming to think of it, I wonder why I am so scared. They are just the seniors but yet, I am such a scaredy-cat. Hmm, it's weird right? Nevertheless, the camp was good because I talked a lot with qx, ver,sher and siewgek. Glad to have them in sch with me. Oh and I was in the same grip as arica (pri sch friend ). So much of catching up with her. Even though I lost a friend a week back, I am fortunate to make new friends in this camp. Lets hope the actual one will be better! Goodnight!

I am back from the seniors' camp. Damn shag! I got sunburnt, a blister on my palm, 6 blisters on the sole of my feet because I was so dumb not to wear shoes during the water activities. I hate night walk and for 2 nights , we had night walk because we had to try out which is the better one for the freshmen. And the timid me was super scared and cried for both nights. But I am so thankful to Joab because he kept comforting ver and I. Without him, I think the both of us can just die. I wanna take a nap now. Bye bye

I really don't feel like going for the camp. Why did i sign up in the first place? Hehehe. I shall blog about my Korea trip first. On the first day, it's just the flight ( Sin>HK>Seoul). We were quite unlucky because out of the 4 flights we had to take, only 1 of the flight was in the new Cathay airplane. It's so much more spacious and elegant. Anyway, the flight from HK to Seoul was quite scary because the turbulence was really bad. The seat-belt sign was on for about 2/3 of the journey and it felt as though i was on a faulty roller coaster. We reached Seoul at 5am plus and had our breakfast at Macdonalds. The big breakfast there was awful. After breakfast, we began our half day tour, which was boring to me. For the rest of the days, we went shopping, crazy shopping in fact. At night, we went shopping at Nam Dae Mun and Myeong Dong. Perhaps we were still having warm-up because we bought very few stuffs. On the third day, we had Ginseng Chicken for lunch and it was super yummy. We went shopping at Migliore and bought lotssss of stuffs. During the midnight, we went shopping at the wholesale market and had a filling supper at the roadside stalls. On the fourth day, we ate at an eatery near our apartment. On our way to the subway station, we will always long queue outside the eatery and hence, decided to try out at the eatery. To our surprise, they serve only dish. It's noodle-dip-in-hotandspicybeef-soup and rice. Quite nice even though i can't eat beef. Oooops. For dinner, we had BBQ. On the fifth day, we woke up super early to go for sauna located near Yongsan Station. It's a must-go place if you go to Seoul. The place was awesome because it's about 9 stories high? There's cinema, rooftop garden, kid's playground, arcade etc there. But Ahem, w saw lots of naked bodies there. When i came out from the toilet, i was shocked to see a line of naked bodies queueing up for the toilet :/ I guess we were the only ones with clothes on. LOL. After sauna, we went back to shower because it's open shower there -.- After that, we went to the Teddy Bear Museum and more shopping. It's my first overseas trip that i bought so much stuffs. I bought 2 bags, lots of tshirts, dresses, jeans, shorts, acessories, etc. Omgggggg. I feel so happy with all the loots. My post is so boring but trust me, KOREA IS REALLY THE SOUL OF ASIA ( their slogan). Bahhhh. Time to sleep now.

It's 1:17am but i dont feel sleepy yet. I missed the shoppings in Korea. We shopped till about 11 plus every night and slept at about 3 plus? I think we sleep less than 6 hours everyday but i loveeee it because i miss the food, shopping and weather. I shall write a detailed post about my Korea trip tmr. I have a senior's camp to attend on tuesday but i feel so lazy and tired. I have yet to even pack the bag. Somehow, i regretted signing up but the responsible siewling will still go, reluctantly.

I'm back from Korea. I shall upload the photos later. It was an enjoyable trip with Adela's family and her cousin's family. The 4 of us bought more than 100 pcs of clothes. Scary much but the feeling is so shiok when I see that my wardrobe is filled with lots of new clothes. Oh and it was the first time I got a flight delay. We rotted at the airport for about 3h, eating and drinking. Shitttt. I gained weight from the Korea trip. I need to shed some weight otherwise I can't fit into my clothes. Oh I may be able to go to bkk in aug with sis and her friends. So tempting. Should I? I wanna go to my greatgrandmother's house and maybe Korea again next year?

I am going back to Singapore today. The stuffs that I got from Korea is crazy! I've never bought so many clothes in my whole life before. Damn happy! I got lotsssss of clothes, bags and shoes. I ate a lot too and weighed myself today and gained 3kg. Hahaha. Will update more on sat. This holiday has been great so far! But I still feel kinda sad (??) losing a friend? We have been friends for 9 years?! I can't understand why one would like to share sad stories with her bf so much? I gossip too but I don't share fake sad stories.

From super good friends xx years ago, we became boo friends because of the bf. friendship at times is just so vulnerable right?! Like few years ago we can be so close, go out tgt then now because of all the stupid untrue stories she shares with her handsome bf, we became like shit friends. U like stories?? Create your own stories! Jt and I don't mind losing such a hypocrite friend. Oh well. Time to enjoy in Korea!!

In 3.5h time, I will be leaving for the airport. Don't look at the time that is shown in the post because my blog is screwed up. The time is inaccurate and I can't do paragraphings as well. Gonna bathe soon but I feel so lazy. I hope to buy lots of clothes/shoes/bags from Korea. Mum will start to nag again because I bought 2 bags from HK and told her I won't buy bags from Korea. Shhhhhh. Girls can never get enough of clothes/bag/shoes. I just realised I have 18 pairs of shoes in the cabinet. I can imagine my mum shouting 'buy somemore shoes again!' hahaha.

Hehehe. Here to blog about my HK trip before i leave for Korea tmr. Quite excited but how nice if my family is travelling with me. I love to go overseas with my family even though they can be naggy. Day 1 Flew there by A380. I am a mountain tortoise, never taken it before and the naive me thought that i could see the upper deck from below. Boo. I was allocated to the lower deck. And who loves to eat plane food? Not me! I always hate eating plane foods because i think they are damn ewwy and gross. Once we got off the plane, we were brought to L'hotel (Nina et convention centre).The hotel is very cosy. Our next location was to a mini cafe for polo bun and yin yang/tea/coffee. After shopping at Kowloon, we went for seafood dinner which was really yummy. #ilovetoeat Day 2 We went to have dimsum for breakfast. I rmb we went for some sight-seeing at Repulse Bay and i can't rmb. LOL. In the afternoon, we went to Ocean Park and it was a disaster. I hate those uneducated people who pushed and shoved their way through as though we were transparent. Urgh. Hate them! They spoilt our day in Ocean Park and we decided to cab back to our hotel. We went shopping at the nearby shopping centres and I drank Coffee Jelly from Starbucks. Coffee+grass jelly. Hehe. At night, out HK relatives came to visit us in our hotels. Day 3(Free and easy day) HK relatives (Grandaunt and her daughter) brought us for shopping. We had dimsum for breakfast again. Shop, shop, shop. I bought quite alot of stuffs. At night, we went to my grandaunt's daughter aka biao yi/s new house, grandaunt's house, grandaunt son's house aka biao jiu's house. Day 4 We went to Disneyland. Took some rides before we checked in to the hotels. Disneyland hollywood hotel. They have these complimentary cute towels for the guests.Awww so cute! Took the MTR to Tung Chung to shop at CityGate. It is a shopping mall filled with all the outlet stores. First time taking MTR on our own and we managed to go and come back safely. Day 5 We were still in Disneyland. Went shopping like a taitai and lug a whole bag of loots from Disneyland shops. Spent about HKD1700. 0.O I can't resist all the cute stuffs. I rmb having some dimsum breakfast/lunch that day too. Uhhhhhh sick of dimsum now. Day 6 Home sweet home. Went shopping in the morning and bought some yummy cakes from the bakery. I ate 4 cakes at one go and i think i shocked an air stewardess because she asked " Is it someone's birthday today?" LOL. I was so hungry that night that i finished the not-so-nice-but-edible pasta. How can i resist my favourite icecream too? So on my 3h flight back, i had 4 cakes, pasta and icecream. I am seriously a pig! Hehe. And so this sums up my short trip to HK. I wanna go back there to visit my relatives again. My next stop is to go back China to visit my greatgrandmother. She is 105 years old this year! Greatgrandmother, wait for me, I will visit you next year! Okie dokie, need to sleep soon. Yippie. It's my Korea trip tmr! Sigh.. Can you stop pestering me? I thought i made myself clear? :(

Can you stop boasting and gossiping with your bf? When you see a friend in a sad state, you love to listen to their stories, share with your bf and gossip. When you are dating, you dont only gossip about others' lives. Getting so sick of you. And please, your bf is NOT even handsome in our eyes and stop acting like a bitch when you keep telling people how handsome he is. HE IS NOT! Just need to vent this out! Buay tahan.