Materials Tech paper tmr! Wish me luck!

Now, i am having some muscle aches at the thigh area after doing some stretching just now. I cant imagine that i actually gained 4 kg since last year. I am beginning to miss dance now. I used to be a little more flexible but now, i am just like one old woman whose bones can crack anytime. Without dance, means no more stretching and hence, fats accumulating everywhere. Aww. More than a year since i last danced. I suddenly miss Dance Club but not CC.

Off to sleep now. For the very first time, i am going to slp early. I cant be late for class tmr. Everyone good luck!

i am bored and tired. Materials Tech on monday and then engg maths on friday and then it's holidays! But holidays = tonnes of work. I cant wait for next friday when i will be going shopping with Natalie, Sandy and whoever who wants to join. We are going to shop for :

1) 2 MP3s/MP4s at Creative.
2) Heating coil at sim lim tower.
3) Glue to stick plastics, at Home-Fix.
4) For our own stuffs. HAHA.

Nothing to post alrd. I am gng to slp now. BB.

finally have the time to blog now. I realised i am going to be very busy during the holidays because i have got so many thins that i need to do.
1)Water Treatment Tank.
2)Engg Math PBL.
3)MB report and ppt.
4)Shopping for the ideas ppt.
5)Materials Tech report.
6)STUDY FOR ETECH.

OH MY GOODNESS. IT'S JUST 3 WEEKS AND I GOT SO MANY THINGS TO BE DONE!

Now, i just cant wait for the MST week to be over and enjoy 1 day of life and after that complete all the assignments. Yesterday was great because i experienced a Bangala life for a day. Take the cement, pour, tamper, do the slump test. The cement was too dry in the end and its so different from what i see from those Bangala working. Their's also so watery.

The man today was totally atrocious! Shall not elaborate but just hope he does his job of cutting for us well. And i regretted drinking the BBT today in sch because it made me feel so uncomfortable after that. After lunch, we had a running session till the station and i realised the food and drink i ate all rised up to the throat. The same disgusting feeling i had when i ate the LJS meal about 2 mths ago. So, the moment i reached home, i forced myself to do sth i shld not do. Forced myself to vomit. And after that, it was SHIOK.

Studying Materials Tech with Jo,Sandy and Nat tmr. BYE!

WTH. if u all want my father and his friend to help us, then give me a definite answer! i asked u" so have we found a sponsor for the fruits and mp3," u told me "YES." Then now, what?!?! So the sponsor u were saying was my father and his friend? On wed, when i asked u, dont say anth when u dno a single crap can? Stop showing me ur " Oh, i am so capable." attitde. It makes me want to puke. I dont care even if i did offend u. I'd like to see how well u do everything. When seeing a person like u, it makes me just wanting to stand and watch u do. I wont want to lend a helping hand to any of your work since u are so capable. FUCK OFF!

The last two days my hse was so quiet. my dad is not in sg and my sis went for her chalet. So, it's left with only my mother and i. So not used to it!

MST's approaching soon. I am glad we will be only tested on Materials Tech ( Cement) and Engg Maths. I love Law Kim Seng because he seems to be a temper-less and an extremely lenient ah gong. Vivian really thought she is her ah gong because whenever she needs her help, she just address him by " Ah Gong." Haha. i just love the way he marks our maths paper.

I gt nth to post today but post for the sake of posting to add up my posts. So, u can see all the crap being written. I am finally done with my zbrush and presentation is on Monday.

Tmr i am going out to get some stuffs while on Sun, i am going to help Kat collect her hoodie. I need to leave aside some time to study!BB. 91 posts/ 92 posts alrd. Faster increase to 100.

Today, lessons was ok because the wawa did not teach us as our class is having a trial presentation. Hope every week goes like this.I was very nervous during the video shoot and so i talked rather fast. I am not used to being video taped and i think my grp spoke the longest( 20 plus min).

After which, it was Engg Math. As usual, we did the same thing and then ended lesson.

While on the way to the mrt station, I told Nat i will be going to Vivo bcos i want to buy what i always buy at Candy empire. And she followed me since she wants to check up the prices for M.A.C, bobbi brown, bla bla bla eyeliner prices.

Walked arnd and we were on our way to the MRT stn when suddenly someone stopped and asked us if we are willing to be volunteers for the CCF( Children's Cancer Foundation). We are supposed to talk, play, and tutor the kids. Hehe, it sounds nice and so we decided to join them. The man suddenly showed us his bald head ( shaving for the CCF) in a magazine and suddenly Nat asked " U are a DJ?" We never listen to 100.3 FM before and so do not even know about him. He's called Ken.

Anyway, the best part was filling up the form and choosing the beneficiary. We decided to help the CCF and the Assisi Hospice. To our surprise, Assisi Hospice was 1 of the 5 beneficiaries they are helping. And now, we can helped out there without going for the interview. Yeah.

I listen to 100.3 for the first time because he told Nat and I that he will be on air at 8pm. He said sth which was so true. The hardest part on volunteering is just on whether u are willing to sacrifice ur time. With 2 hours spent on msn-ing, playing everyday, WHY NOT... just help those ppl who are more needy arnd u? Spread ur happiness to them. This is called true happiness.

Right now, i am just worried that i cant hold back my tears when i see those people in the hospice struggling with death. Just by watching shows and videos, we are alrd crying. Can the both of us face up to them and make them happy? I hope so.

好心分手! =)

It's almost 12:30 alrd and i am still awake. I gt nth nice to post today because it's just all about school. Engg process -- CAD test. GEMS- Nat crashed into my class. And the funny thing is the teacher did not even notice it and even talked to her. Engg Maths -- Test and i think it's ok. Most of us have exactly the same answers and i will be expecting many full marks from the class. Haha.

Well, its sleeping time now. 89 posts alrd. Time passes so fast! Woo~

I've got so many things to be done.

1) Engg Process -- Model & presentation
2) grp OC ppt -- 40% done
3) MST revision
4) CD goal setting
5) Marina Barrage grp report
6) Individual OC ppt
7) some art and craft thing for leo fun fair

and LASTLY,
Sucky Zbrush to be done by week 7

i shall start working on them SOON.

a cold war( not feeling like talking to the person/ignoring the person) ended today. i planned to not talk to the person like i did to L, for months. Somehow or rather, the person talked to me about ideas and i decided to be kind to end it.

just want to let u know its ok if u are unwilling to help but just answer it with sth that is more pleasant to listen to. i trust u and thought that u will help me but u proved me wrong. but, what's over is over, and i just hope the friendship continues.

why would someone's whose working field that is with concern to the envt needs to have this redundant module got IDEAS? Well, i think it is just a waste of my 2 hours on every monday because the only thing we did during the lesson was EXPLORE by urself. IDEAS is all about creativity. WHO DONT KNOW THIS? since it is all about exploring and creativity, then why need a lesson when u did not even bother to teach us anything about the ZBRUSH at all? the only sentence u said was " EXPLORE IT YOURSELF!" WTF is this! I would like to explore ur brain and see what thick skull and brain cells u have.

YUCKS! shopping trip with u and waste my evening there? Totally ridiculous!

Haiz, still stuck at the disgusting zbrush!

I am so happy because I went to the Geylang East Home for the Aged today. Sandy, Joanne, Alien and Natalie were there too. The conditions of the elderly there were not as bad as those in man fatt lam. At least arnd 80% of them can still walk and talk. We brought them to the neighbourhood because there’s an event there today – Senior citizens’ week and deeparaya. However, some had to stay there because their movement were not convenient.

I think we neglected those inside the room because everyone was just outside and leaving the rest inside by their own. I really don’t know why their children don’t want them when they are healthy and fit. Is it because they are too old and their children have to dump them there? Over there, I somehow felt loneliness. Nat and I actually saw one woman sitting on the chair staring into blank space for more than 2 hours WITHOUT a single soul talking to her. Manpower not enough? I doubt so. There were 19 ppl there. If only I was fast enough to think, the both of us should just go in and talk to her. Haiz. Such an irony. I was saying I was happy before I post and now, I feel sad.

I still got so many things to be done.

This is supposed to be yesterday’s post but it cant be posted ytd.

Finally i am back to blogging. i'd been very busy last week because almost my enitre week was spent at Marina Barrage. On 31/10 to 2/11 was the opening ceremony of the Marina Barrage. Nat and i were supposed to be stationed at the Green Roof but it was very hot up at the open space and so we went to the Gallery instead.

31/10: I was at the exit of te gallery and i only have 2 sentences to speak" Thank you for visiting" and " You cannot enter from the exit. You have to enter from the entrance outside. "

1/11: I was roaming arnd the whole place with Nat until finally after the dinner, we went to the Photo Booth. I have 3 sentences to speak " You all can choose a background over here," 1,2,3 smile" and " Just type in ur name and your email and u can find this picture most probably inside your junk mail."

2/11: I became the toilet woman with Nat. We r supposed to block the entry of the big big toilet inside the gallery. So we said" Exit and toilet is straight ahead after u exit from Gallery 6." Some ppl will ask us why cant they use the toilet int he gallery and so we said" No flushing system, No water supply, etc" Whatever that comes to our mind we will just say.Haha.

Finally, my battery is 100% charged alrd. Marina Barrage really drained off all my energy. Just watched the Channel 8 documentart film. I'd say the mother of 2, Shin, who contracted advanced stage Cancer is really brave. Her cancer had spread to her brain, liver , lungs and bones. Despite her illness, she continue to live her life to the fullest. I felt so touched that it made my tears roll down my cheeks. Cancer is all cos of Satan? That’s so evil of him. So many ppl arnd died of that. My uncle, grandmother and a few of many father’s friends. Saddest thing of all is that one of my father’s friend is only 40 plus yrs old and she goes for check up every half a year but God just like to plays a joke on people. Ended up, when she went for her check up about 1 mth ago, it’s the advanced stage breast cancer alrd. Haiz, life is really so cruel.

Someone says those stupid Ca pills helps to cure cancer. If so, I would say it is a miracle medicine. Then in this world, I supposed nothing, nothing ,nothing called chemo will EVER exist.